How funny that I have been thinking about blogging again and when I log in I find that it’s exactly 2 years since my last post.
I have recently realised/remembered that I enjoy writing and it’s my favourite way to process stuff. Making the time to sit still to do it is the biggest issue but I need to make that a priority. I have written a journal/diary most of my life.
2 years on I would consider myself quite an entrenched Intuitive Eater. I’m still just as grateful at having come across the concept at the time I was ready to hear it.
I’m several sizes larger than I was when I started and that just is. The only time I have any kind of negative thoughts about that aspect of it all is when I think about what other people might think. Most days I don’t worry too much what other people think but I’m still human and some days are harder than others.
I took this photo the other day and I liked it because I was feeling happy. Later on I thought about how much things have changed. That’s the thing with doing this kind of work, often the changes are so incremental that you don’t necessarily notice them. But it wasn’t that long ago that I would have focussed on my ‘weird’ smile with the crooked teeth and the fat chin. Now I look at a picture like that and I just like that it represents who I am and that I’m okay just as I am.